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Well, after Nan embarrassing me in front and yelling at my new friend, Nan sinking deeper into her own little world, me leaving my girlfriend, the only way she could leave her dreadful family behind was for me to break up with her and let her go, my best friends getting into an argument which resulted in them almost killing each other, me breaking them up multiple-times, and shoved and getting blood spat in my face, and me worrying about if I've caught anything because said friend has unprotected sex, and said friend not being my best friend anymore, my birthday might not be so shit after all:

Charly says:
hey lucas
Lucas says:
heya Spence. bad news, Jess dropped out coz she hasn't recovered fully from her operation =/
Charly says:
oh.. well, hope she recovers soon..
are you sure you still want to do this
it'll probably be boring with just us
Lucas says:
well, we still need to meet in real life again so why not?
Charly says:
aw okay, so it's still on?
up to you
Lucas says:
I'd still like to, since we can catch up and stuff
Charly says:
okay, sure
do you still play pokemon on the ds?
Lucas says:
yup. but yeah, my pokemon kinda suck XD;
I can show you this funny hack I found though
Charly says:
aw okay, well we can still trade and battle and junk on the train ;p
Lucas says:
yeah XD
Charly says:
so how much Final Fantasy stuff is at Sydney? Anything good?
Lucas says:
well, there's like belts, figures, necklaces, random stuff like that
Charly says:
aw cool o:
this should be fun
hope you don't forget your ds, otherwise we might be a little bored on the train ;p
oh, and i hope you know your way around sydney ;p
Lucas says:
lol I'll remember. and yes I do XD
Charly says:
don't wanna get lost

So yeah, Lucas said he'd buy something up there for me <3. Anyway, I'm really hoping, that my birthday, might possibly be good. Take my mind off stuff, at least for a little while.

Howdy.

Okay, so, currently I am sick as a dog. I just woke up half an hour ago, so I'm looking for things to do. I don't have to cook Nan tea because my auntie has taken her out tonight. The lot and little I probably have to do is feed the cats, and cooking tea for myself? Ugh, I don't think I could stomach it, but I'll sure try!

What's been I has to up? If you understood that, that's how horrible I sound. I've lost my voice.

Anyways, I haven't played Pokemon or picked up my DS in ages. I can't remember when I have. But when they do come out, I wanna buy one of the Johto remakes and Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days.

My Mum has gotten married on the 12th of May, it was a pirate theme. Quite fun until I had to sit around the bar with all the oldies. Even one of them flashed her husband on the dance floor. Thank god Mum's boss was there to cover my eyes, otherwise I don't think they would be functional anymore. -.-

I have another girlfriend. She's 20 turning 21 on the 24th. And she likes me. Go figure that. ;p She's a bit sick too, even more than me. I hope she gets better soon, and give me your best wishes too! :)

My family are a bunch of pigs. They're not going to help move the shit from garage/house (that is practically their shit), and leaving Mum and I to do it for when Nan goes to a home. The plan is that the money used to buy this dump will go to Nan's homage payments. So, I'm still stuck here for awhile.

I'll still be online. Mum's moving the computer to her husband's. Though, I wanted to live in the garage, but seeing as the computer won't be there, I might have to live inside the actually house. How horrible.

Don't worry though, the guy who married my mum isn't a bad bloke, just I'd rather not live there for long.

Anyway, I've gotten back into writing which is good. Team Midnight's running again, I have something going on in another forum, and yeah, it's all good fun. I have a side novel I'm writing but I doubt I'll finish it.

Anyway, everything is good. Well, except Nan stressing me out and getting worse everyday. Oh, and I have dept to pay, and it's a lot of money. 2500 dollars. It's a long story, but I can't pay it back yet either way because of a few reasons.

(This was before the wedding. Mind the swearing.)
Charly says:
it's been a baaad day, but i'm handling it pretty well
•─⑱─CºRÿ──Dance...to put you out of mind... says:
How come? What's upp?
Charly says:
well i owe centrelink 2500 dollars for starters
•─⑱─CºRÿ──Dance...to put you out of mind... says:
What? Holly fuck!
How?!
Charly says:
i finally made the doctor's appointment to see a psychotherapist
and i was marked back on youth allowance as psychotic ;p
•─⑱─CºRÿ──Dance...to put you out of mind... says:
Huh?
Charly says:
long story..
•─⑱─CºRÿ──Dance...to put you out of mind... says:
Mmk?
Charly says:
anyway, apparently i didn't fill the hours (requirement) to be a full time student last year, even though i completed the fucking thing
that's why i have to repay the fucktards
•─⑱─CºRÿ──Dance...to put you out of mind... says:
That's stupid dude
You really have to pay two and a half grand?!
Charly says:
pretty much, yeah
•─⑱─CºRÿ──Dance...to put you out of mind... says:
Ouch!
How do they expect youu to pay that?!
Charly says:
today i was freaking the fuck out, because the due date on the piece of paper was the 14th
•─⑱─CºRÿ──Dance...to put you out of mind... says:
The 14th?!
Charly says:
i called the review officer, she told me i had to ring the head teacher, but i know suellen would fuck me over too
•─⑱─CºRÿ──Dance...to put you out of mind... says:
Yeah, Suellen's a bitch
Omg! How are you gonna do this man?
!?!?
Charly says:
so i got the fuck out of there, ran to clear my head a little, bought a pack of smokes, then went and got that appointment
the doctor's one
•─⑱─CºRÿ──Dance...to put you out of mind... says:
Yeah
Charly says:
anyway, after i did that, i got a energy drink, thought awhile, then went back to centrelink and sorted the shit out
•─⑱─CºRÿ──Dance...to put you out of mind... says:
Awk
Charly says:
so i told the guy changing my circumstances all the bullshit with nan and he could see i was really worked up, and i told him about the appointment and that i was going to get a referral, so he put me down as 'Psychotic' in terms of getting the money AFTER i get mum to fill out this form on monday and i've been to the doctors
i almost cried i was so stressed
•─⑱─CºRÿ──Dance...to put you out of mind... says:
Ok
Yeah, it WOULD be stressfull dude
Charly says:
so yeah, when i get some money coming back to me, they'll just automatically take a quater or something off each fortnight
•─⑱─CºRÿ──Dance...to put you out of mind... says:
Awk
Charly says:
thank fuck

That didn't work out. After the wedding, the total income of Mum's and her husband doesn't entitle me to anything (even though they don't live here), not even job seeking. So. This debt is still on my shoulders, I still have to look after nan, which very well means looking for a job in this state is useless (because she's keeps me up every night), and I can't see a psychotherapist because I don't have any money to see and book one. Anyway, when I'm feeling better I'm thinking about just walking up there and lying. Maybe not. Mind you Mum doesn't know a thing about this. How could I tell her before or just after her first wedding?

Anyways, after all that, things seem to be okay, I guess.

rant over and out.

Alrighty, so I got into the TCG thanks to Frost and Krisp. I'm collecting the newer DP cards since some of them look alright. Here are my prized cards at the moment:

Holos and rares:

Turtwig
Chimchar
Piplup
Mew
Swampert
LvX Mewtwo
Magmortar
Beautifly
Heracross
Leafeon
Espeon
Scizor

And don't ask me why but..

Shiftry
Darkrai
Palkia
Regigigas
Ambipom
Manectric

The cards and line of basic and evos I want are:

DP Boosters:
Diamond and Pearl: Lucario, Beautifly, Snorlax
Mysterious Treasures: Tyranitar, Typhlosion, Dewgong, Meganium
Secret Wonders: Flygon, Gardevoir, Legendary dogs, Jynx, Pidgeot, Amphy
Legends Awakened: Mewtwo, Deoxys, Normal Form, Dragonite,
Dawn Majestic: Eeveelutions, Jolteon, Scyther,
Great Encounters: Mudkip, Sceptile, Togekiss, Slowbro

Ideas for card sleaves:

Teams and favourites: Dragonite, Pidgeot, Snorlax, Flygon, Slowbro, Tyranitar, Mewtwo, Swampert, Scizor, Lucario.

Frost and Krisp (Amphy): Frost: Jynx, Togekiss, Meganium, Dewgong, Jirachi. Krisp: Raikou, Jolteon, Typhlosion, Lucario. Both: Amphy, Mew, Butterfree.

Modest Male Slowpoke (Crunchy); IVs: 23hp, 26atk, 31def, 25spatk, 31spdef, 31spd.

Modest Male Butterfree (Ashley); IVs: 31hp, 7atk, 6def, 31spatk, 5spdef, 31spd.

Bashful Male Donphan (Danny); IVs: 21hp, 29atk, 31def, 23spatk, 31spdef, 26spd.

Adamant Male Growlithe (Kurushel); IVs: 31hp, 21atk, 29def, 20spatk, 28spdef, 31spd.

Modest Male Lucario (Edward); IVs: 26hp, 31atk, 31def, 29spdef, 31spdef, 30spd.

Timid Male Aipom (Shinji); IVs: 23hp, 4atk, 23def, 23spatk, 30spdef, 31spd.

Notes:

Listen to my story. This may be our last chance...

Nah, but seriously, today was totally crap.

I missed the first bus because I overslept, and even when I was nagged about the time, I JUST missed the second one. IT WAS TOO EARLY FOR IT TO BE THERE, UGH. It was right in front of me, too. -.-

But after the first bus, I had tried ringing my family (lolfamily), but my aunt and cousin didn't pick up. I tried running after the second bus too, waving to the idiot driver who passed me. I hate buses so much... Halfway to school, my aunty finally rings me back and goes off at me, and I tell her not to bother picking me up from halfway because my class would be almost finished by then anyways.

In this bad mood, I finally got to Tafe and talked to my friend about if I failed again. Then the girl I liked turned up and yeah, we didn't talk much that day at all.

We're just gonna be friends now because I was a jerk for not talking to her that day. Even after the long chat we had last night, I still didn't trust her or myself that she actually cared about me. I'm so stupid...

But anyways, I'm home, and it's almost 10pmish where I live now, so I guess I should sleep soon.

My teacher hasn't read my story yet, so maybe Wednesday...mwahaha

Me sleep now. Be good.

PS: My blog is way better than Kasey's. :p

Today was kinda strange, but even stranger was last night.

I was kinda talking to this girl on MSN, she's in my class. Anyways, I kinda have a crush on her, and now she knows and I kinda asked her out, but before that I kinda freaked out about my feelings about it and EVERYTHING! UGH. But it was okay. I had Classick supporting me. :p He's my friend. Too bad we don't know each other in real life. He's pretty cool once you get to know him.

Anyways, today I was gonna go up into town to buy some credit (minutes) on my phone because I was told to by her, so I decided to do that. I was gonna get me some DVDs anyways. ANYWAYS, I got Nan to drive me and she gave me some money before I left on my own.

So, I bought my credit but misplaced my phone somewheres...OH YEAH, BACK AT THE HOUSE...darn it! SO, I walked home, and ran a bit too, kinda my exercise. I walk a lot when I miss buses and stuff, but don't usually mind if I have my ipod on me. Luckily I did.

I got home, patted Cleo, grabbed my phone, and left to catch a bus into another place. I realised before that the place I was at didn't have the DVDs I needed, but knew from memory that they were at the super-centre.

Waiting for the bus, which was really late for your information (crappy buses), I recharged my phone and textededed my crush that I had some this time. Kinda a bad idea, I guess, seeing as all day that day she'd text me and text me, ugh. I told her that maybe we could chat on the phone when I came home, but she didn't want to...

After the bus ride, I walked around the super centre, looking in some other places before going to the one place I knew had 'em...FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST DVDS. Yeah, I know. I'm a tiny little bit obsessed, but I'm sure that after the last volume I'll calm down a little. I got both 2 and 3 today, and now all I need is 11, which I'm having a hard time trying to locate... I won't spoil anything for you, so stay cool. I got stickers from one of the DVDs too, so I was pretty happy. ^.^

I got yet another message from her again when I came from the shop, so I stopped to text back. Bad mistake. When I reached the bus stop, my bus was leaving right in front of me. In all my failed efforts to run and catch it on the next stop, I had to ring Mum and her boyfriend to pick me up and drive me home instead.

Aw well, it's all good. I was promised a hug Monday, even if she and her ex get back together.

I've finally made a Psypoke blog thingy! I'm so proud of me. Good thing Jiggz was there to catch that I wanted one when I said it, otherwise I might've had to do this tomorrow. D:

Anyways, I've got lots of homework to do, but seeing as you're here, you might as well be interested in my life and the real me, huh?

Well...I kinda dropped out of high school in Year 10 last year because of the kids who beat me up in Year 7 pushing me around again, and I lost all my confidence to go back. It wasn't like I couldn't take them, but as soon as one took a disliking to me I doubt I could've stood a chance against three more.

I left without saying anything to my friends, who did nothing and said nothing about it when they saw a freaking log being thrown at me. So, after Daniel rang up to get a phone number from me, I told him I wasn't going back, and that's how they all found out. I only told them last month at a sleepover that I was beaten in Year 7, when I didn't have any friends at high school at all to hang around.

But now that's all behind me, and now I'm getting my Year 10 education and certificate completed at TAFE (Technical and Further Education)! And even though I hardly see my friends from school anymore, TAFE is way better than school ever was. Cooler people and friends, nicer teachers who help you every step of the way, and I'm sure the education there was way better than school. I'm glad I'm dong it there, just not so much repeating.

Other than homework and assignments, on the internet, I've been battling recently on wifi, although winning mostly from luck-whoring my way to victory. <3 Togekiss. Maybe I'll share my secret-secret team of ultimate pokemon another day, and the legend of how they were created. :o

I drew a cool picture of Spence (my roleplaying hero) last night, so maybe once I'm done outlining him and everything, he might be the picture for this blog. It really depends how he turns out.

Oh yeah, I wrote a story about blood, monsters, swords, magic, blood, the living-dead, and more blood as an assignment yesterday. I had to make my friend's birthday party as dramatic as I could and make stuff up. So I might tell you how that goes and what my teacher thought of it, also also posting it in the fanfic forum, also also also. :p

Anyways, a big thanks to Jiggz again, and I'll catch ya later. :)